Keeper's Gloves

August

The attic over the Nguyen family's garage in southwest Houston is a hundred and thirty-one degrees, and Emmanuel Ndoumbe knows this exactly because he has a thermometer clipped to the strap of his headlamp. He reads it every ten minutes. It is a habit his first boss gave him, twenty years ago, along with a gallon jug of water and a piece of advice: in a Texas attic in August, the heat does not warn you. It just walks up behind you and sits down.

He is lying on his side across two rafters with his cheek almost touching the pink insulation, reaching into the guts of an air handler with a nut driver. The blower motor is seized. The capacitor is swollen like a tick. Below him, through the open hatch, he can hear Mrs. Nguyen's grandson playing video games in the living room and Mrs. Nguyen telling him to turn it down, the house is already ninety-one degrees and the noise makes it worse.

Sweat runs into his eyes. He blinks it away. He finds the last mounting screw by feel, the way he used to find the ball in a crowd of legs on a Saturday morning at the Sawmill Field in Bépanda, thirty years ago and seven thousand miles from here, when he was twelve and the ball was stitched together with fishing line and his gloves were his mother's yellow dishwashing gloves with the fingers cut short.

He gets the motor out. He slides back across the rafters to the hatch and lets himself down the ladder into the garage, and the garage, at ninety-eight degrees, feels like a refrigerator.

"Two hours," he tells Mrs. Nguyen. "I have the part in the van. You'll be cold by dinner."

"You are a good man, Emmanuel," she says, pressing a bottle of iced tea into his hand.

He is not sure about that. But he is a fast one, and today he needs to be. Because at five o'clock, on the far side of the city, on four grass fields between a drainage bayou and a freeway, the Bayou City Rovers are holding tryouts for the under-nineteen team, and he has not missed a goalkeeper tryout in eleven years.

---

The fields are in Alief, on land the club rents from the county flood district, which uses it for nothing at all except, twice a decade, holding water. By six the sun has moved far enough west that the bleachers throw a strip of shade six feet wide, and every parent at the tryout is standing in it, packed shoulder to shoulder like people waiting for a bus. The heat index is a hundred and nine. The grass is the color of toast. The sprinklers ran that morning and the water was gone from the surface twenty minutes later; you can smell where it went, a hot green steam coming up off the ground.

Manu stands in the goalmouth at the north end with a mesh bag of balls at his feet and his whistle in his teeth. He is forty-four years old. He is six foot one and still lean through the hips, though his knees have opinions now, and he has a scar through his left eyebrow from a striker's boot in 2003 that makes him look, his daughter says, like a cartoon villain. He wears a gray club polo soaked dark through the back.

There are seven keepers trying out. He has already watched them for an hour. He knows five of them will not make the team and one of them will make it as a backup and one of them is the best young goalkeeper he has coached in Houston.

The best one is standing on the six-yard line now, bouncing on his toes, waiting for the next shot. Samuel Fotso. Seventeen. A senior at Bellfort High. Six foot two and still growing, all shoulders and forearms and long, patient hands. He is the only one of the seven who does not look at the ball when it is at Manu's feet. He looks at Manu's hips. He reads where the shot is going from the angle of the body before the foot ever touches the ball.

Manu shoots, low and hard to the left post.

Sammy is already going. He does not dive the way the young ones dive, flinging themselves sideways like they are jumping off a bridge. He steps first, one quick short step to close the angle, and then goes down from the hip, his whole body falling the way a tree falls, all of it in one line, and the ball is in his hands and against his chest before it can bounce. He is on his feet again in less than a second.

"Again," says Manu.

He shoots high to the right. Sammy tips it over the bar with the heel of his hand.

"Again."

A volley, rising. Sammy catches it at the top of his jump and comes down with it pulled into his stomach like a sack of rice.

From the shade of the bleachers, somebody whistles. Ray Delgado, the head coach of the under-nineteens, comes over from the center circle with his clipboard and his sunglasses and his faded Rovers cap and stands beside Manu with his arms folded.

"He's not trying out," Ray says. "He's showing off."

"He's not showing off. He's warming up."

"You going to tell me he's better than last year?"

"I'm going to tell you he's better than me at seventeen," says Manu. "And at seventeen I was good."

Ray laughs, a short bark. He makes a mark on the clipboard. "He's in," he says. "Obviously. Who's the backup?"

Manu points with his chin to the second goal, where a shorter boy with a mop of black curls and an orange shirt is picking himself up off the grass for the fourth time in a row. Diego Ramírez. Sixteen. A junior. He has no technique. He dives too early and too far. And he gets up every single time, faster than anyone, already shouting for the next ball.

"That one," Manu says. "He doesn't know anything yet. That's fine. He gets up."

---

After tryouts, the boys lie on the grass in the long shadows of the light poles, drinking water and pouring it over their heads. Manu walks between them collecting cones. Sammy is sitting a little apart from the others, as he always does, peeling the tape off his wrists.

"Your footwork on the high ball," Manu says, crouching beside him. His knees crack. "You're crossing your feet on the first step. You get away with it because you're tall. In college you won't get away with it."

"I'm not crossing my feet."

"You are. Two times tonight." Manu holds up two fingers. "Watch the film. I'll send it."

Sammy nods slowly. That is one of the things Manu likes about him. He does not argue the way most of them argue. He listens, and he goes away, and he comes back three days later having fixed the thing, and he never mentions it.

"College," Sammy says, looking at the tape in his hands. "You think I could? Really?"

"I know you could. Four schools already asked me about you last spring. I told you."

"You told me." Sammy balls up the tape. "My dad says college is for school."

"College is for school," says Manu. "That's why they call it college. The soccer is the bus that gets you there."

Sammy almost smiles. Then he looks toward the parking lot, where the parents are starting their cars to get the air going before their children climb in. A silver sedan has been idling near the gate for ten minutes with its windows up. Manu has noticed it. He has noticed it at every Rovers practice for two years. He has never seen the driver get out.

"That's my dad," says Sammy, standing. "He doesn't like waiting."

"He's welcome to come watch."

"He doesn't watch," Sammy says. "He picks up."

He jogs across the grass toward the silver car, his long shadow running ahead of him over the yellow grass, his gloves tucked in his waistband, flapping like two hands waving goodbye.

---

Manu drives home with the windows down because the van's air conditioning has been broken since June, a fact his wife finds hilarious. "The air conditioning man," Marisol says to her friends at school, "has no air conditioning." He has fixed four hundred units this summer and has not had a free hour to fix his own.

They live in a brick house in Sharpstown with a fig tree in the backyard and a basketball hoop over the garage that nobody uses. When he comes in, the kitchen smells of onions and cumin and Marisol is at the stove in her school lanyard, stirring a pot of beans, and their daughter Ange, eleven, is at the table pretending to do her math homework while drawing horses in the margin.

"Did you find your goalkeeper?" Marisol asks without turning around.

"I found two. One is the best I have ever coached. The other one falls down a lot."

"Which one do you like better?"

He thinks about it while he washes his hands at the sink. The water comes out of the cold tap warm.

"The one who falls down," he says. "He reminds me of me."

"And the good one?"

"The good one," says Manu, "reminds me of somebody I knew."

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September

The first league match of the season is at seven on a Friday night under lights, against a club from Sugar Land with a famous striker and a famous budget. The air has not cooled. It never cools in Houston in September; it only gets darker. The lights draw clouds of moths and the moths draw bats, and from the goalmouth Manu can see them, swooping and turning through the white glare like flakes of ash above a fire.

He does not stand on the sideline during matches. Ray Delgado stands on the sideline, walking up and down and chewing gum and shouting at the referee in two languages. Manu stands behind the goal, outside the net, a little to one side, where he can talk to his keeper and see what his keeper sees.

"Talk," he says quietly through the netting, five minutes in. "Sammy. Talk to them."

"They know where to go."

"They don't know where to go. They're seventeen. You're the only one on this field who can see the whole thing. You're the eyes. If you don't talk, they're blind."

Sammy does not like to shout. He is a quiet boy, a boy who reads books in the van on the way to away games, a boy who says please to the referee. But he starts to talk. *Left shoulder. Step up. Mine. Away. Time, you have time.* His voice is deep for his age and it carries across the field, and Manu watches the back line hear it and begin, slowly, to move together, as though a string has been tied between them.

In the sixty-eighth minute the famous striker breaks through alone. It is the only real mistake the Rovers defense makes all night. He is fast and he is clever, and he is running at the goal from the left side with the ball under perfect control, and Manu, behind the net, feels the old thing happen in his chest, the thing that has not stopped happening in thirty years: his body trying to go out onto the field and do it himself.

Sammy comes off his line. Not too early. Not too late. Three quick steps, his arms wide and low, making himself enormous, making the goal behind him small. The striker shoots for the far post. Sammy is already falling that way, the way a tree falls, and he gets a fingertip to it, just one, and the ball spins wide off the post and out.

The Rovers' bench is on its feet. The Sugar Land parents groan. Ray Delgado throws his gum on the grass.

Behind the goal, Manu does not shout. He never shouts when they make a save. He only says, quietly, through the net, so that only the boy can hear: "Good. Now reset."

Sammy gets up. He resets.

---

The Rovers win one to nothing. After the match, a man Manu does not recognize is waiting by the fence near the parking lot. He is in his thirties, sunburned, in khaki shorts and a navy polo shirt with a small embroidered crest on the chest: a gold oak leaf on a blue shield.

"Coach Ndoumbe?" he says. "Kyle Barrett. I'm an assistant with the men's program at Ashdown University. We spoke on the phone in April."

"I remember." Manu shakes his hand. "Tennessee."

"Just outside Nashville. Small school, big engineering program, good soccer. We need a keeper for next fall. Our starter graduates in May." Barrett looks across the field to where Sammy is pulling off his gloves. "That save was ridiculous."

"He makes one like that most nights."

"What are his grades like?"

Manu is surprised. Most of them don't ask. Most of them ask about height and speed and whether the boy has an agent, which is a word that makes Manu's jaw tighten.

"He has a three point eight," he says. "Taking advanced chemistry and advanced calculus. He wants to be an engineer, I think. His father wants him to be a doctor."

Barrett laughs. "Then his father will like us. Our head coach cares more about graduation rates than he does about trophies. It drives the athletic director crazy." He hands Manu a card. "Can I talk to the family?"

Manu looks at the parking lot. The silver sedan is there by the gate, idling, windows up.

"Let me talk to them first," he says.

---

On Sunday, the Cameroonian association of greater Houston holds its end-of-summer party in a rented hall off Bellaire Boulevard, a big beige room with a ceiling of stained acoustic tiles and folding tables and a wooden dance floor scuffed gray by thirty years of quinceañeras.

Manu goes every year. Marisol goes with him and Ange goes under protest, though she always ends up dancing. It is the only time all year he hears so many people from home in one room: the French and the English and the pidgin, the Duala and the Bamiléké languages and the Bassa and half a dozen others, all of it running together over the music like rivers meeting.

The music is makossa. It is always makossa. A DJ in a white linen shirt stands at a table at the end of the hall with two speakers as tall as he is, and the bass comes through the floorboards and into the soles of your shoes, and the guitars go around and around over the top, bright and quick and liquid, the way he remembers them coming out of every bar and every taxi radio in Douala when he was a boy. Within the first hour the dance floor is full. Women in head wraps and fitted kaba dresses of yellow and green wax print, men in embroidered shirts, children running between their legs. Old men sit along the wall with their plates on their knees, nodding to the beat with their eyes half shut.

And the food. Long folding tables along one side, covered in foil trays, each one guarded by the auntie who made it. Fried plantains, sweet and black at the edges. Puff-puff, the fried dough balls rolled in sugar, in a cardboard box that empties every time somebody looks away. Grilled fish with a red pepper sauce. Chicken in peanut stew. Miondo, the long thin sticks of cassava steamed in leaves and tied with string. And at the very center, given a table to itself, as it should be, a huge aluminum pot of ndole.

Manu has eaten ndole every week of his childhood and he still stops in front of it every time. The bitterleaf, washed again and again until the bitterness is only a memory at the back of the tongue, cooked down with ground peanuts into a thick dark green stew, rich and nutty. Shrimp, and beef, and a little smoked fish to give it depth. A shimmer of red palm oil on the top. You eat it with boiled plantain, or with miondo, or with nothing at all, standing up, with a plastic spoon, if you are a man who has missed lunch fixing someone else's air conditioning.

"Whose is this?" he asks the woman ladling it out.

She is in her forties, small and brisk in a blue dress and a nurse's watch pinned to her chest, which she has apparently forgotten to take off. She looks up at him.

"Mine," she says. "You're the goalkeeper coach. Sammy's coach."

"Emmanuel." He holds out the hand that is not holding a plate. "You're his mother."

"Pauline Fotso." She shakes his hand firmly, once. "He talks about you. Every night. 'Coach Manu says this, Coach Manu says that.'" She fills his plate with ndole without asking how much he wants, which is how he knows she is from home. "His father is over there."

She nods across the hall to the far wall, where a man in a pale blue shirt and pressed gray trousers is standing alone by the drinks table, holding a can of soda and watching the dance floor with the expression of a man watching weather come in.

"He doesn't dance," says Pauline.

"Should I go say hello?"

Pauline considers this, ladle in hand. Then she shakes her head.

"Not tonight," she says. "Tonight, eat."

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October

Sammy misses practice on a Tuesday. He has never missed practice. He missed one in his sophomore year with strep throat, and he sent Manu a photograph of the thermometer as evidence.

On Thursday he misses again.

On Thursday night, at a quarter to ten, Manu's phone buzzes on the kitchen counter while he is washing the dinner dishes. It is a text, and it is short.

*My dad says I'm done with soccer. I'm sorry coach.*

Manu reads it four times. He dries his hands. He reads it again. Then he types *Where are you?* and waits, and the three dots come and go and come and go for nearly two minutes.

*Gas station on Bissonnet. By the school.*

"I need to go out," Manu tells Marisol, who is grading lab reports at the kitchen table with a red pen.

She looks up at his face and puts the pen down. "Is it the good one?"

"It's the good one."

"Go," she says. "Bring him something to eat. They never eat."

---

The gas station is bright as a hospital and empty except for the clerk behind his glass and two men buying lottery tickets. Sammy is sitting on the concrete curb at the side of the building, under the ice machine, with his backpack between his feet and his phone in his hand. He is in his school clothes, not his practice clothes. He looks very young.

Manu buys two bottles of water and two bags of chips and a sad, pale burrito from the warming case, and he comes outside and sits down on the curb beside the boy without saying anything. He holds out the burrito. Sammy takes it. He does not eat it.

The night is still warm, eighty degrees at ten o'clock, the air thick enough to lean on. Cars go by on Bissonnet with their windows down and their music up, and in the next lot over somebody's car alarm goes off and on and off again, a sad electronic bird.

"Chemistry," Sammy says, finally.

"Chemistry?"

"Advanced chemistry. I got a B-plus on the six-week report. And my entrance exam score came back. Thirteen-eighty." He turns the burrito over in his hands. "My dad says a thirteen-eighty won't get me into a good pre-med program. He says I need fifteen hundred. He says I need straight A's this semester and an exam retake in December and I need to be in the library and not on a field four nights a week." He swallows. "He says I already have the brains. Soccer is taking them away from me."

"Thirteen-eighty is a good score."

"Not to him."

"What do you want?"

Sammy looks at him. It is not a question, Manu understands, that he gets asked very often.

"I don't want to be a doctor," Sammy says. "I faint when I get a shot. I want to build things. Bridges. Water systems. Something." He looks at the burrito. "And I want to play. In college. I know I'm good, Coach. I know it like I know my own name. I just want to see how good. That's all."

"Did you tell your father that?"

"You don't tell my father things," says Sammy. "You listen to my father tell you things."

He says it without bitterness. He says it the way a person describes the climate of the place they grew up.

Manu opens his water and drinks half of it. Across the street, the Bellfort High football stadium is dark, a black bowl against the orange glow of the city sky.

"My mother," he says, "made me quit when I was fourteen."

Sammy looks up.

"Douala. Bépanda. We lived in two rooms behind my uncle's shop. I was playing every afternoon on a field behind a sawmill. A dirt field. No grass. Rocks. When it rained, it was a lake. When it didn't rain, the dust was so thick you couldn't see the other goal. My grades went down because I was at that field from three o'clock until dark, every day. So she took my gloves. My dishwashing gloves," he adds, at Sammy's expression. "Yellow ones. I had cut the fingers off. She put them in the kitchen and she washed the dishes with them, every night, in front of me, for a month."

Sammy laughs, startled. Then he stops.

"What happened?"

"My grades went up," says Manu. "And she gave them back. And she made me a deal: the field after school, but the books first, every night, at the table where she could see me. No books, no field." He crumples the empty water bottle. "That deal is the reason I am sitting here. The field got me to Texas. The books kept me here. Neither one could have done it alone."

He stands, slowly, his knees complaining.

"I'm going to talk to your father," he says.

"He won't change his mind."

"Maybe not. But I still want to meet the man who made a son who can read the hips of a striker before he shoots." Manu holds out a hand and pulls Sammy to his feet. "Eat your burrito. Your mother says you never eat."

Sammy looks at him, startled again. "When did you talk to my mother?"

"At the party. She gave me ndole."

"Then she likes you," says Sammy. And for the first time all night, he takes a bite.

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Early November

The Fotsos live in a two-story house in a subdivision off Wilcrest, on a curving street where every house is the same house in one of four colors. Theirs is the tan one. There is a basketball hoop over the garage, like Manu's, and like Manu's, nobody uses it. There is a row of hot pepper plants in pots along the front walk, red and yellow and orange, and a hose coiled neatly on its reel, and the lawn has been cut in perfect straight stripes.

Manu stands on the front step on a Sunday afternoon in his good shirt, holding a plastic container of his wife's flan, and rings the bell.

Pauline had arranged it. He had called her at the hospital, which he suspected was not allowed, and she had listened to him for one minute and said, "Sunday. Four o'clock. Bring something sweet. He likes sweet things and he will not admit it." Then she had hung up.

The door opens. Bernard Fotso stands in it.

He is fifty, a little shorter than Manu, compact and straight-backed, with a close-cut graying beard and rimless glasses and the kind of stillness that comes from standing behind a counter for twenty years counting tablets into little plastic bottles while people shout about their insurance. He is wearing the same pressed gray trousers he wore at the association party, or a pair exactly like them. He looks at the flan. He looks at Manu.

"Mr. Ndoumbe," he says.

"Dr. Fotso."

Bernard's eyebrows go up very slightly. "I am a pharmacist."

"Sammy says you have a doctorate. In pharmacy."

"Sammy says a great many things." Bernard stands aside. "Come in. My wife has made ndole. She makes ndole when she wants me to be in a good mood."

"Is it working?"

"We will see," says Bernard.

---

The living room is cool and dim and very clean. Leather sofas with plastic still on the arms. A big television, switched off. A glass cabinet full of trophies, which Manu's eyes go to first, out of habit, before he realizes that none of them are for soccer. Science fair. Mathematics competition. Spelling bee, third place, 2016. A framed certificate from the National Honor Society. A photograph of Sammy at about eight years old in a white shirt and bow tie, holding a plaque taller than his chest.

"Sit," says Bernard.

Manu sits. Pauline comes in from the kitchen in an apron and kisses him on both cheeks, quickly, and takes the flan away, and goes back to the kitchen. Grace, Sammy's thirteen-year-old sister, appears in the doorway, stares at Manu with enormous interest, and is called away by her mother in a tone that does not invite discussion. Sammy is nowhere.

"He is upstairs," Bernard says. "Studying."

"On a Sunday."

"Every day is a day." Bernard sits down across from him, very upright, on the edge of the sofa, his hands on his knees. "Mr. Ndoumbe, I will save you some time. I know why you are here. You are here to tell me my son is a very good goalkeeper. I know he is a very good goalkeeper. I have known it since he was six years old and he stopped every ball his cousins kicked at him in my brother's yard in Douala. I am not blind."

"I didn't think you were."

"You think I don't come to the games because I don't care. I don't come to the games because if I come to the games, I will start to hope. And hope is very expensive." Bernard folds his hands. "He has a three point eight. He could have a four point oh. He scored thirteen-eighty on his entrance exam. He could score fifteen hundred. He could be a doctor. A surgeon. A man nobody can take anything away from. Do you understand what that means, to a family like ours?"

"I understand it."

"I don't think you do."

"I came to this country at nineteen with one suitcase and a pair of gloves," Manu says. "I understand it."

Bernard looks at him for a long moment, his face very still.

"Come," he says, abruptly, standing. "Eat. Pauline will be angry if it gets cold."

---

The ndole is very good. Better than the association party. Pauline has made it with more shrimp and less beef, and she has cooked the bitterleaf down further, so that it is almost black, and the peanut is so rich and smooth it coats the spoon. There are boiled green plantains on the side, and miondo, and a bowl of hot pepper sauce so dark red it is almost purple. Sammy comes down for it, in a hooded sweatshirt with a pencil behind his ear, and sits at the end of the table and eats in total silence, not looking at anyone. Grace eats while staring at Manu. Pauline eats in small fast bites between getting up to bring more of everything.

Bernard eats slowly, and talks about the pharmacy. About the hospital's new computer system, which he despises. About the price of insulin. About the patients who come in at the end of a twelve-hour shift and cry at his counter because they cannot afford what their doctor has prescribed. He talks well. He is funny, in a dry, sideways way that Manu did not expect, and once, describing a hospital administrator, he makes Pauline laugh so hard she has to put her spoon down.

After the meal, Pauline takes the plates and Grace is sent to help her, and Sammy goes back upstairs without being told, and Bernard walks Manu to the door through the front hall.

There is a row of framed photographs along the wall of the hall. Manu has not noticed them on the way in. Wedding photos. Baby photos. Bernard in a cap and gown, younger and thinner. An old woman in a head wrap sitting in a plastic chair under a mango tree. And, at the very end, in a cheap gold frame, a faded color photograph from the nineties, the colors gone orange and soft: a boy of about fifteen in a goalkeeper's shirt, green with long sleeves, standing in front of a goal made of two wooden posts and a crossbar of bamboo, on a field of bare red dirt. Behind him, the corrugated roof of a long low building with smoke coming out of a pipe. He is holding a ball under one arm and grinning at the camera with a gap between his front teeth.

Manu stops walking.

He knows the field. He knows the bamboo crossbar, which sagged in the middle and was replaced with a steel pipe in 1998. He knows the building with the smoking pipe. It is the sawmill. He knows the gap in the grin.

"That's Joseph," he says.

Behind him, Bernard has stopped too.

"How do you know my brother's name?"

Manu turns around.

"Joseph Fotso," he says. "Bépanda. The Sawmill Field. He was two years older than me. He was the best goalkeeper in the whole neighborhood. Maybe in the whole city. Every boy on that field wanted to be him." He looks at the photograph again. "He taught me how to dive. When I was twelve. I was diving like a frog, all elbows, and he came over and pushed me down in the dirt and said, 'Fall like a tree, not like a frog. Fall all in one piece.' I have said that sentence to every goalkeeper I have ever coached. I said it to your son."

Bernard Fotso does not move. He is looking at Manu as though Manu has walked into his house with a ghost on a leash.

"Joseph," he says, at last, "is my younger brother."

"I didn't know. I swear to you. I knew Sammy's name was Fotso, but there are a lot of Fotsos."

"There are," says Bernard. His voice has gone strange. "There are a lot of Fotsos." He reaches past Manu and straightens the gold frame, very slightly, though it was already straight. "Joseph left school at fifteen. Did you know that? A man came to the field. He said he was a scout from a club in Europe. He said Joseph would go for a trial and make a fortune. He needed money for the papers and the ticket. My father sold the piece of land in our village to pay him. That land had been in our family for four generations." Bernard's hand stays on the frame. "The man took the money and was never seen again. Joseph never went anywhere. He was sixteen and he had no school and no land and his shoulder was ruined from diving on that dirt, and he had nothing. Nothing. Football did that."

"A liar did that," Manu says quietly.

Bernard takes his hand off the frame.

"Good night, Mr. Ndoumbe," he says. "Thank you for the flan."

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Late November

Manu does what he knows how to do. He makes a plan, and he writes it down.

He sits at his kitchen table every night for a week after Ange goes to bed, with his laptop and a yellow legal pad and a cup of coffee he keeps forgetting to drink, and he builds a binder. It is a white three-ring binder from the office supply store with clear plastic sleeves, the kind his daughter uses for her science projects, and when it is finished it is two inches thick.

There are tabs. *Academics. Scholarships. Graduation Rates. Engineering Programs. Ashdown.* Marisol helps him. She is a middle school science teacher with fifteen years of parent conferences behind her, and she knows exactly how a worried parent reads a document: skipping straight to the numbers, then going back to look for the catch.

"Lead with the school," she says, flipping through it at midnight in her reading glasses. "Not the soccer. He doesn't care about the soccer. Put the soccer at the back. Make him find it."

"The soccer is the whole point."

"Not to him. To him, the soccer is the danger. Show him the school, and then show him how the soccer pays for the school, and then show him how many players actually graduate. Make it boring." She taps the page. "Boring is safe. Safe is what he wants."

So he makes it boring. He prints the four-year graduation rates of the men's soccer programs at eleven colleges that have asked about Sammy, and the average grade point averages of their players, and the names of their engineering programs and their accreditation and their job placement numbers. He prints Ashdown's engineering course catalog, all forty pages of it. He prints the athletic department's policy on study hall, which is mandatory, eight hours a week, with tutors. He prints the cost of a year at Ashdown, which is enormous, and then, on the next page, the size of the athletic scholarship that Kyle Barrett has told him on the phone they would consider for a starting goalkeeper with a three point eight, which makes the enormous number considerably smaller, and the academic merit scholarship Sammy would probably qualify for on his grades alone, which makes it smaller again.

At the very back, in the last plastic sleeve, he puts a photocopy of his own diploma. *Gulf Plains College. Bachelor of Science, Mechanical Engineering Technology. 2005.* And behind it, a photograph of himself at twenty-one in a goalkeeper's jersey, mid-dive, the ball an inch from his fingertips.

"Why that?" Marisol asks.

"Evidence," says Manu.

---

He takes the binder to Bernard's pharmacy. He does not call ahead. He goes on a Tuesday in his work clothes, between a furnace in Westchase and a condenser in Gulfton, and stands in line for twenty minutes behind a woman with a baby and a man arguing about his blood pressure pills. When he reaches the counter, Bernard looks at him over his glasses for a long moment without any expression at all.

"You are not picking up a prescription," he says.

"No." Manu puts the binder on the counter. "I'm handing in homework."

He winces inwardly as he says it; the joke is bad. But Bernard's mouth does something at one corner.

"I have a line," Bernard says.

"I know. I'll go. Read it when you have time." Manu turns to leave, and then turns back. "The back sleeve is mine. The rest is about your son. He doesn't know I made it."

---

He hears nothing for nine days.

On the sixth day, Pauline finds him.

He is coming out of a supply house on the Southwest Freeway with a box of capacitors under his arm when her small blue car pulls into the space beside his van, and she rolls down her window and says, "Get in. I have fifteen minutes. My shift starts at seven."

He gets in. The car smells of hand sanitizer and oranges. She is in her scrubs, the nurse's watch pinned to her chest, and there is a bag of orange peels on the dashboard and a stethoscope coiled on the passenger seat that she moves without looking.

"He is reading it," she says. "Your binder. Every night. In the bathroom, with the door locked, because he does not want me to see him reading it. He thinks I don't know. The light comes under the door." She almost smiles. "Twenty-two years of marriage. He thinks I don't know when the bathroom light is on."

"Has he said anything?"

"Bernard does not say things. Bernard thinks things for three months and then announces them like the weather." She looks out through the windshield at the freeway, the long river of trucks. "I want to tell you something. So you understand him. Not to make excuses for him."

"All right."

"When the man took the money for Joseph's trial, Bernard was nineteen. He was at the university in Yaoundé, in his first year, studying pharmacy. Their father had been paying for it. For the room, the books, the food." She turns the wedding ring on her finger. "When the land was sold and the money was gone, there was nothing left to pay for Bernard. So Bernard left the university. He went home to Douala and worked for two years, loading trucks at the port, at night. Unloading fish. Carrying cement. Two years. And then he went back and finished. He was twenty-two when he started his second year." She pauses. "He has never once said a word against his brother for it. Not once. But he has never forgotten what it costs, when one person in a family puts everything on one dream, and the dream falls down. Everyone pays. Not only the dreamer."

Manu sits very still, the box of capacitors on his knees.

"I didn't know that," he says.

"Nobody knows that. Sammy doesn't know. Grace doesn't know." Pauline looks at her watch. "So when you tell him that football will carry our son to college, he hears a man on a dirt field in 1995 telling his little brother the same thing. You understand? You are not wrong. But you sound like the liar. You sound exactly like him. That is why he is reading your binder in the bathroom."

"What do I do?"

"Nothing," says Pauline. "You did it already. You put your own diploma in the back. That was the right thing." She starts the engine. "The liar never showed anybody a diploma. Now get out of my car. I am going to be late, and I am never late."

Sammy still is not coming to practice. Diego is in goal for the Rovers, falling down a great deal, getting up every time, and the team loses two matches in a row, three to one and four to two, and after the second Ray Delgado sits in his truck in the parking lot for half an hour with the engine running and the radio off.

Manu works with Diego twice a week after practice in the half-dark, under one light pole, the rest of the field black. He teaches him the set position: feet shoulder-width apart, weight on the balls of the feet, knees soft, hands out in front of the body, low, palms forward, ready. He teaches him to step before he dives. He teaches him the W, the shape your thumbs and fingers make behind the ball when you catch it high, so it cannot slip through. He teaches him to fall like a tree, all in one piece, and hears Joseph's voice in his own mouth as he says it, thirty years old and seven thousand miles away.

"Where's Sammy?" Diego asks, picking himself up for the twentieth time.

"Studying."

"Is he coming back?"

"I don't know," says Manu, and kicks him another ball.

---

On the Friday after Thanksgiving there is a showcase tournament in Frisco, north of Dallas. Thirty college coaches. Kyle Barrett will be there, and his head coach with him, a man named Tom Whitlock who has been at Ashdown for twenty-two years and who, Barrett says, wants to see Sammy play live before he can recommend an offer.

Bernard says no. Sammy texts Manu the word on Wednesday night. Just that. *No.*

Manu drives to Frisco anyway, five hours each way in the van with no air conditioning, in a cold rain, to stand on the sideline beside Tom Whitlock and talk about a boy who is not there.

Whitlock is sixty, gray, with a soft Tennessee accent and the weathered face of a man who has spent his whole life standing in the wind on the edges of fields. He has seen Manu's September film. He has seen the save against Sugar Land eleven times, he says.

"I can't offer a kid I haven't seen," he says. "I'm sorry. I've been burned too many times by film. But I'll tell you something, Coach." He hands Manu a paper cup of bad coffee from a thermos. "The first thing I did when Kyle sent me that tape was look up his transcript. You know how often I do that first? Never. I did it because I wanted to know if I was wasting my time. I wasn't. A kid with those grades in those classes, who plays like that." He shakes his head slowly. "That's a kid I want in my program for four years, not one. That's a kid who graduates. Tell his father that."

"I'll try."

"Is his father the problem?"

Manu looks out at the field, where some other boy, a tall Canadian kid with a man bun, is letting in a soft goal at the near post.

"His father," he says, "is not a problem. His father is a man who has seen what happens when you put all your weight on one foot."

Whitlock nods for a long time, sipping his coffee.

"Well," he says. "Then show him the other foot."

---

Bernard calls at nine on Sunday night. Manu is on the sofa with Ange asleep against his side and a cooking competition on the television with the sound off.

"I read your binder," Bernard says, without saying hello. "All of it. Twice."

"And?"

"The graduation rates are interesting. I did not know." A pause. "Your diploma is very dusty. You should keep it in a better frame."

"I'll buy one."

"We go to Douala on the fourteenth of December," Bernard says. "For Christmas. To see my mother. We go every three years. We will be there three weeks. The school gives two; I have spoken to his teachers about the third." Another pause. "Pauline says you will be there as well. For your mother's birthday."

"I fly out on the eighteenth. My mother turns seventy on the twenty-first."

The line is quiet so long Manu thinks the call has failed.

"Then I will see you there," Bernard says, "and we will talk. Not here. There." And he hangs up.

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December, Douala

The heat in Douala is not the heat in Houston. That is the first thing Manu notices every time, stepping off the plane onto the stairs at six in the evening, and he notices it again now. Houston heat is a dry fist in summer and a wet sponge in September. Douala heat is something you breathe. It comes up off the Wouri River and the mangrove flats and the endless tin roofs of the city and it is warm and soft and thick with smells: diesel and wood smoke and frying oil and ripe fruit and sea salt and the green rot of the rainy season, which has only just ended.

His sister's husband meets him with a car at the airport, and they drive into the city in a slow river of traffic, among the yellow taxis and the trucks and the swarms of motorcycle taxis, the bendskins, carrying whole families, carrying sacks of cement, carrying a man with a mattress balanced on his head. Makossa comes out of a bar as they pass it, then out of a taxi beside them, then out of a shop selling phone cases, the same song from three directions at once, the bright guitar going around like water. The light is going amber. Women are setting up their braziers at the roadside for the evening trade, and the smell of grilled fish and plantain and soya, the spiced skewered beef, comes in through the window, and Manu is suddenly so hungry he can barely speak.

His mother is waiting in the courtyard of the house in Bépanda where he grew up, the two rooms behind the shop, now four rooms and a second story, built with money he has sent home over twenty-five years. She is sitting in a plastic chair under the mango tree, in a dress of purple and gold, with her hands folded on her stomach. She does not get up. She waits for him to come to her.

"You are fat," Mama Régine says, when he bends down to kiss her.

"I am not fat, Mama."

"You are a little fat. It is good. A man should be a little fat at forty-four. It shows he has a wife who feeds him." She takes his face in both hands and looks at it, turning it slightly to the side to see the scar on his eyebrow, as she always does, as if checking that it is still there. "Where is the wife?"

"Christmas with her family in San Antonio. She sends her love. Ange made you a card."

"I don't want a card. I want Ange." Mama Régine lets go of his face. "Next time, bring them both. I am seventy now, almost. I do not have time for cards."

---

He goes to the Sawmill Field the next morning, early, before the heat, because he cannot stay away from it.

It is still there. That surprises him every time, too. The city has grown up all around it, new apartment blocks and a gas station and a bright blue shop selling building supplies, but the field is still there, a long rectangle of hard red earth behind the sawmill, which is still running, its pipe still smoking, its saws still whining and shrieking at the logs. The goals are steel now, both of them, with real nets, tattered and patched with string. The ground is the same. Red dust, so fine it rises in a cloud around every footstep. Rocks. Ruts from the last rain, baked hard. A puddle in one corner, green, with a tin can floating in it.

And there are boys on it. Thirty of them, maybe more, aged eight or nine to fifteen, barefoot or in plastic sandals or in mismatched secondhand cleats, with their shirts tucked into their waistbands. They are playing three games at once across the width of the field with three balls, and the games overlap and cross through each other, and nobody seems to mind.

At the near goal, a man is coaching the goalkeepers.

He is in his forties, thick through the chest, in an old green tracksuit top with the zipper broken, and he holds his right arm a little stiffly, close to his side, the way a man does when his shoulder has been hurting for so long he has forgotten it can do anything else. He has three small boys in front of him in a line, and he is tossing balls to them underhand with his left hand, one after another, and making them dive.

"No," he says to the third one, a skinny kid of about nine who has flung himself sideways with his arms and legs going in every direction. "No, no, no. You dive like a frog. Look." He points to the ground. "Fall like a tree. All in one piece."

Manu stands at the edge of the field with the red dust settling on his shoes. He does not trust himself to walk any closer for a minute.

Then he goes over.

The man looks up. He looks at Manu for a long time, squinting in the early sun. Then his face opens all at once, into a grin with a gap between the front teeth.

"Little frog," says Joseph Fotso. "Emmanuel Ndoumbe. The little frog who went to America."

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Late December, Douala

Joseph runs a phone repair stall at the edge of the big market in New Bell, a wooden counter under a striped awning with a glass case of secondhand handsets and a soldering iron and a magnifying lamp and a radio that plays makossa from opening until close. He has run it for twelve years. On Saturday mornings and on Wednesday afternoons he coaches at the Sawmill Field for nothing, because nobody else will, and because, he says, the boys would only play in the street and get hit by bendskins otherwise.

"And I like it," he tells Manu, the second day, as they sit on the bench at the side of the stall eating puff-puff out of a paper bag. "It is the only time my shoulder doesn't hurt. When I am showing them how."

Manu has told him everything. About Houston. About the Rovers. About a seventeen-year-old named Samuel, who reads strikers' hips. About the binder and the showcase and the silver sedan that never turns off its engine.

Joseph listened to all of it without interrupting, picking at the solder on a circuit board.

"My nephew," he said when Manu finished. "My brother's boy. Sammy." He shook his head slowly. "I have seen him only three times. When he was a baby. When he was six, the summer he stopped every ball in the yard. And when he was eleven." He put the circuit board down. "Bernard does not bring him to the field. When they come for Christmas, he keeps him at my mother's house. He keeps him away from me."

"He's afraid."

"Of course he is afraid," said Joseph. "He watched my father sell the land."

---

It is Pauline who arranges it, in the end. Manu suspects it is always Pauline who arranges things.

On the Saturday before Christmas, the twentieth, the day before Mama Régine's birthday, she telephones Manu at his mother's house at seven in the morning. "We are coming to the field," she says. "All of us. Bernard is not happy. Bernard is coming anyway. Nine o'clock." And she hangs up, exactly as she did in November.

They arrive in a taxi at a quarter past nine. Pauline in a head wrap, carrying a cooler. Grace, staring at everything. Sammy in shorts and a T-shirt and his practice cleats, with his gloves in his hand, looking at the field with an expression Manu has never seen on him, wide open, like a much younger boy. And Bernard, last out of the taxi, in pressed trousers that are wrong for the dust, his glasses already filmed with it, standing at the edge of the red earth as if it were the edge of a river.

Joseph is at the near goal, with his line of small boys. He sees them. He tosses one more ball to one more boy, says something to him, and then walks across the field to his brother, slowly, holding his right arm close to his side.

The two men stand and look at each other. Bernard is the older, by four years, and the shorter, by a head. Neither of them says anything for some time.

"You are wearing the wrong trousers," Joseph says finally.

"I know."

"You always wore the wrong trousers. Even at school. Mama used to say you dressed for a meeting that wasn't happening."

"Mama was right." Bernard takes off his glasses and wipes the dust off them with a handkerchief and puts them back on. "Joseph."

"Bernard."

Joseph looks past him at Sammy.

"Can he play?" he asks. "Just today? With the boys? Just for one hour. Then you can take him back to Mama's house and lock the door."

Bernard looks at his son. Sammy is looking at the goal, at the steel frame and the patched net and the red dust in front of it, the way a man looks at a house he was born in and has only seen in photographs.

"One hour," Bernard says.

---

Sammy plays for three.

At first he does not know what to do. The field is nothing like the Rovers' fields. The ball takes bad bounces off the ruts. The dust gets in his eyes. The boys are much smaller and much faster than he expects and they swarm at the goal like bees, all of them shooting at once, from every angle, laughing, and the first ten minutes he lets in four goals and the boys jump on each other and cheer. He stands up, his knees red with dirt, and looks around at Manu at the side of the field, almost frightened.

"Read their hips," Manu calls.

So he does. He stops looking at the ball. He starts to talk to the boys on his side, the little defenders, in his deep quiet voice. *Left. Step up. Mine.* They don't all understand his English, but they understand his voice, and they start to move. The next shot he saves. The next one too. On the third, a boy of maybe thirteen bends a shot toward the far corner, and Sammy steps, one short quick step, and goes down from the hip like a tree falling, all in one piece, and the ball is in his hands before it can bounce, and he lands in a cloud of red dust so thick that for a moment nobody can see him at all.

When the dust clears, he is lying on his side in the dirt, holding the ball to his chest and laughing.

The small boys go wild. They pile on top of him.

At the side of the field, Joseph has stopped breathing. Manu can see it. And next to Joseph, Bernard Fotso is standing very still in his wrong trousers with the dust settling on his shoulders, watching his son disappear under a pile of shrieking children, and his face is doing something Manu does not think it has done in a very long time.

---

Later, while Sammy is still on the field, while Pauline is handing out cold drinks from her cooler to every boy in sight and Grace is learning a hand-clapping game from three small girls behind the goal, the two brothers sit on an upturned crate at the side of the field. Manu stands a little way off. He means to give them privacy. He does not go far enough not to hear.

"I know what you are afraid of," Joseph says. "I was there."

"Then you know why."

"I know why. But listen to me, Bernard, for once in your life." Joseph rubs his bad shoulder slowly with his good hand. "Football did not ruin me. I keep hearing you say that, in Mama's house, in my head, for thirty years, and it is not true. A liar ruined me. And I let him. Because I was fifteen, and the field was the only thing I had ever been good at, and nobody had told me that school was something I could be good at too. Nobody made me do both. Papa didn't. You were gone to Yaoundé to study. And so when the liar came, I had only one hand to hold on with, and he took it."

Bernard is silent.

"Your boy has two hands," Joseph says. "Look at him. He has the grades you gave him and the game he was born with." He catches himself and laughs. "Or the game I gave him, maybe, in the yard, when he was six. And this one," he nods at Manu, "this one has two hands too. That is why he is standing in Texas and I am standing in a market fixing phones. Not because he was better than me. He was never better than me."

"That is true," says Manu.

"Be quiet, little frog." Joseph looks at his brother. "Don't take one of the boy's hands away, Bernard. That is all I am asking. Let him hold on with both."

---

Mama Régine turns seventy the next day in the courtyard in Bépanda under the mango tree, with a hundred people and a rented sound system and three cooks working in the kitchen since dawn.

Manu's sisters have done everything. There are plastic chairs in rows and a long table under a tarpaulin, and a cake from the good bakery in Akwa with seven candles on it, one for every ten years, because Mama Régine said seventy candles would set fire to the tree. There is grilled fish and grilled chicken and soya and fried plantain and puff-puff in enormous basins. There is ndole, three pots of it, each made by a different aunt, each aunt privately certain hers is the best. And there is makossa, all afternoon and all night, from speakers stacked on the shop counter, the guitars going around and around until the whole courtyard is moving.

The Fotsos come. Manu invited them, and Pauline accepted before Bernard could say anything. Joseph comes too, in a clean white shirt with his bad arm held close to his side, and he brings his own mother, Mami Odile, seventy-four, tiny and fierce, who sits beside Mama Régine under the mango tree and within ten minutes the two old women have discovered four cousins in common and are no longer speaking to anyone else.

At nine o'clock, when the dancing is at its loudest, Manu goes into the house and comes back with a plastic bag.

He finds Joseph by the shop counter, watching the dance floor with a bottle of soda in his good hand. Manu holds out the bag. Joseph looks at it, puzzled, then takes it and looks inside.

It is a pair of goalkeeper's gloves. Very old. The foam on the palms has gone hard and yellow and cracked like the bed of a dry river, and the strap on the left one has been resewn with blue thread, and the right thumb has a hole in it.

Joseph does not say anything for a long time.

"I gave you these," he says finally. "In 1995. When I left school. I said, I don't need them anymore, give them to the little frog."

"You did."

"You kept them. Thirty years."

"I took them to Texas in my suitcase. I wore them for my first two years at college until the foam came off in my hands. Then I put them in a box." Manu looks at the gloves. "I brought them back for you. I thought you should have them."

Joseph turns the gloves over in his hands. He runs his thumb over the blue thread.

Then he looks across the courtyard, past the cake and the old women and the speakers, to where Sammy is standing awkwardly at the edge of the dance floor with his little sister, trying not to be pulled into it.

"No," Joseph says. "Not for me."

He walks across the courtyard through the dancers. Manu watches him go. He watches Joseph stop in front of his nephew and hold out the bag, and Sammy take the gloves out and look at them, and look at his uncle, and then put one on, slowly, over his own big hand. It does not fit. It is much too small. He leaves it on anyway.

And behind them, at the very center of the dance floor, Manu sees something he would not have believed if Marisol had told it to him: Bernard Fotso in his wrong trousers, being pulled into the makossa by his wife and his mother at once, one on each arm, and dancing. Badly. Stiffly. With his glasses sliding down his nose. Laughing.

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January

A cold front comes through Houston in the second week of January, the kind that pulls the temperature down forty degrees in an afternoon and sends the whole city running to the grocery store for bread and milk. Manu's phone does not stop ringing. Heaters that have not run in eleven months wake up and discover they have forgotten how. He spends three straight days in crawl spaces and attics lighting pilot lights and replacing igniters, and at night he comes home with his hands so cold he cannot feel his fingers on the steering wheel.

On the fourth day, Bernard calls.

"I have looked at the binder again," he says. "And I have talked to my brother on the telephone. Twice. This is two more times than in the last ten years." A pause. "Show me the college."

---

They fly to Nashville on the last Thursday of January, Manu and Bernard and Sammy, on an early flight that Bernard insists on paying for, all three tickets, and will not discuss. Pauline cannot leave the hospital. She sends them with a cooler bag of ndole in plastic containers, frozen solid, for the hotel. "You will not eat," she says to all three of them, "and then you will make bad decisions."

Tennessee is gray and cold. There are bare trees along the highway and frost on the fields and low hills the color of pewter. Bernard sits in the front seat of the rental car with the Ashdown course catalog open on his knee, the printout from the binder, which is now covered in his small precise handwriting in blue ink, and he does not look out the window once.

Ashdown is a small campus of red brick buildings and white columns around a long sloping lawn, with an old stone library at one end and a new glass engineering building at the other. The soccer field is behind the engineering building. It has real grass, green even in January, and a stand of bleachers and a scoreboard and, Manu notices, a good drainage slope.

Kyle Barrett meets them at the front of the athletic building and takes them first, before anything else, to the academic advisor's office.

Bernard has questions.

He has forty-one questions, written in the margin of the catalog, and he asks every one. He asks about the study hall and who runs it and whether the tutors are graduate students or faculty. He asks about the four-year graduation rate of the soccer program, which is ninety-two percent, and then he asks what happened to the other eight percent, which nobody has ever asked the advisor before, judging by her face. He asks what happens to a player's scholarship if he is injured. He asks what happens to it if his grades fall. He asks how many players from the program have gone on to graduate school. He asks whether an engineering student can manage the course load during the soccer season, and when the advisor says yes, with planning, he asks to see a sample four-year plan, and she prints one out for him, and he reads every line of it before he says anything else.

Sammy sits through all of it in a chair by the window, saying nothing, his long legs folded up, watching his father with an expression that is half mortified and half something else.

Then they meet a professor of civil engineering, a thin, cheerful woman in her fifties named Dr. Okonjo-Hart who talks for forty minutes about water systems in towns along the Mississippi, and how the pipes are a hundred years old and nobody knows where half of them go, and how the young engineers who figure it out will never be out of work. Sammy asks her three questions. Manu has never heard him ask three questions in a row of anyone.

And then, in the afternoon, Tom Whitlock takes Sammy out onto the field with the team's two keepers, a senior from Atlanta and a sophomore from Ohio, for an hour of training, and Manu and Bernard stand on the sideline in their coats, their breath smoking in the cold.

"It is very green," Bernard says.

"They put a lot of money into the drainage."

"I can see that." Bernard watches his son dive, catch, roll, get up. "He looks happy."

"He is happy."

"He did not look this happy at the science fair." Bernard pushes his glasses up. "He won first place. He looked like he was waiting for a bus."

Out on the field, the senior keeper takes a shot from the edge of the box, hard and rising, and Sammy steps, one quick step, and takes it at the top of his jump and comes down with it pulled into his stomach. Whitlock, standing behind the goal with his hands in his pockets, says something to Kyle Barrett. Barrett grins.

Bernard sees it too.

"What did he say?" he asks.

"I don't know. I can't hear from here."

"You can read hips," says Bernard. "You can't read lips?"

It takes Manu a moment to realize it is a joke. By then Bernard has turned away to hide his face.

---

That night, in the hotel, they heat up Pauline's ndole in the microwave in the lobby, three containers, and eat it on the beds in Bernard's room with plastic forks while a basketball game plays with the sound off. Sammy eats two portions. Bernard eats slowly, as he always does, and when he is finished he puts the container on the nightstand and takes off his glasses and rubs his eyes.

"Mr. Whitlock says," he begins, and stops. "Coach Whitlock. He says that if Samuel keeps his grades through the spring, and if he plays well in the season, they will make an offer. In April. He says he wants to see him in one more match, a big one. Then he will decide."

"That's how it works."

"I know how it works now. I did not know before." Bernard puts his glasses back on and looks at his son. "Samuel. You will go back to practice on Monday."

Sammy goes very still.

"And you will go to the library after practice. Every night. Three hours. Your mother will check. Your chemistry will be an A by March." Bernard holds up one finger. "And you will retake the entrance exam in March. Not because I need you to be a doctor. Because I need you to know you can." He holds up a second finger. "Two hands. You understand me? Two."

"Yes, Papa."

"Good." Bernard picks up the remote and turns the sound of the basketball game on, much too loud. "Now be quiet. I am trying to understand this sport. It makes even less sense than yours."

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February

On the second Saturday of February, in the first match of the spring season, in the fortieth minute, Sammy dives at the feet of a striker from a club in The Woodlands and the striker's studs come down on his right hand.

Manu hears it from behind the goal. Not a crack. A dull wet pop, like a knuckle. Sammy does not cry out. He rolls over onto his back holding his hand against his chest, and lies there, very still, looking up at the sky.

The ring finger. Dislocated at the middle joint, and a small chip off the bone beside it. The doctor at the urgent care puts it back in with a single quick pull that makes Sammy's face go gray, and splints it, and says four weeks. No catching. No diving. Six weeks before he is back to full strength.

Six weeks is the end of March.

"The big match Coach Whitlock wants to see," Sammy says in the urgent care waiting room, his hand in a blue foam splint on his lap. "It's the state cup semifinal. The first weekend in April. If I'm not ready—"

"You'll be ready."

"If I'm not ready, they'll take the kid from Florida. Coach Barrett told me. There's a kid from Florida."

"There is always a kid from Florida," says Manu.

---

Manu expects Bernard to say, *This is what I told you. This is the danger.* He expects it all that evening and into the next day. He has the arguments ready. He goes over them in his head in an attic in Meyerland, lying on a rafter with his flashlight in his teeth.

Bernard says nothing of the kind.

Bernard, it turns out, has opinions about fingers.

"Ice," he says, on the telephone that Sunday. "Twenty minutes on, twenty minutes off. Elevation. Anti-inflammatory, with food, not on an empty stomach, he never eats breakfast, you will tell him. I have arranged physical therapy with a hand specialist at the hospital. Tuesday and Friday at seven in the morning, before school. I will drive him." A pause. "And he will study during the time he would be training. So the injury will be good for his chemistry."

"That's one way to look at it."

"It is the only way to look at it," says Bernard. "We are Cameroonian. We do not waste a broken finger."

---

So for four weeks Sammy does not catch a ball. He comes to practice anyway, every night, and stands behind the goal beside Manu with his splinted hand in his sweatshirt pocket, and watches Diego.

It was Manu's idea. "You can't use your hands," he said. "So use your eyes and your voice. Diego needs both. Tell him what you see."

At first Sammy does not want to. He is quiet; he does not like to tell other people what to do. But Diego is in goal for the Rovers now, every match, falling down a great deal, and the team is losing, and Diego keeps looking back over his shoulder through the net at Sammy with a face like a dog waiting to be told it is good.

"His feet," Sammy says, the second night. Quietly, to Manu. "He crosses his feet on the first step. Like I used to."

"Tell him."

Sammy hesitates. Then he steps up to the net.

"Diego," he says. "Your first step. You're crossing your feet. Don't cross. Shuffle. Like this." He shows him, his splinted hand held up out of the way, his big feet moving sideways along the line, small and quick. "Then you're already there. Then you don't have to fly."

Diego tries it. The next shot, he shuffles, and does not have to fly, and the ball is in his hands.

He turns around and stares at Sammy through the net.

"Bro," he says. "That's crazy."

"Again," says Sammy. And Manu, standing beside him, realizes that the boy has said it in exactly his voice. Quiet. The same rhythm. *Again.* Two syllables, falling.

---

In the third week of February, Pauline makes ndole and invites Manu's family for Sunday lunch.

Marisol brings flan again and a pot of her mother's pozole, red and fragrant with hominy and chile, and sets it on the Fotsos' long table beside the ndole, and the two pots sit there side by side like two grandmothers at a wedding, eyeing each other. Ange and Grace disappear upstairs within five minutes and are heard laughing for the next three hours. Bernard tastes the pozole very carefully, and then has a second bowl, and then asks Marisol for the recipe, writing it down in blue ink on the back of a pharmacy receipt.

After lunch, Bernard brings out his laptop and puts it on the coffee table in the living room, and turns it toward Manu.

"Explain this to me," he says.

On the screen is the video of the save against Sugar Land in September. The striker breaking through. Sammy coming off his line. The fingertip.

"Why does he come forward?" Bernard asks. "Why not stay on the line? It is safer on the line."

"It's not safer. It looks safer." Manu leans in. He takes the laptop and backs the video up a few seconds and pauses it. "Look. Here, on the line, the goal behind him is eight yards wide. The striker can see all of it. Here, three steps out—" he moves the video forward, "—the angle closes. The striker can only see a little bit of goal on each side of him. He has made the goal smaller. He has made himself bigger. It's geometry."

"Geometry," Bernard says.

"Everything a goalkeeper does is geometry. And physics. Where's the ball going, how fast, what angle, where's my body, how long does it take me to get there." Manu taps the screen. "He's an engineer already. He just does it with his body."

Bernard looks at the paused video for a long time. His son, frozen, three steps off his line, arms out, making himself enormous.

"Play it again," he says.

Manu plays it again. And again. And four more times after that, while Bernard watches with his chin in his hand, and in the kitchen Pauline and Marisol are washing dishes and laughing at something in two languages, and upstairs Ange and Grace are playing makossa on somebody's phone, too loud, and dancing.

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March

The splint comes off on the third of March. Sammy's ring finger is thin and pale and crooked at the middle joint, very slightly, a small bend to the left that the hand specialist says will probably always be there. "It won't affect anything," she tells him. "It'll just remind you."

"Every keeper has one," Manu says in the van afterward, and holds up his own left hand. The little finger bends sideways at the top like a question mark. "2004. A penalty against a college in Louisiana. I saved it. It was worth it."

Sammy holds up his hand next to Manu's. Two crooked fingers, side by side, in the light from the windshield.

"Does it hurt?" he asks.

"When it rains."

"It rains all the time here."

"Then it hurts all the time," says Manu cheerfully, and starts the engine.

---

For three weeks they work.

Manu has the boy on the field at six every morning before school, in the half-dark, under one light pole, while the dew is still on the grass and the air is cool enough to breathe. They start with nothing: Sammy rolling a ball from hand to hand, feeling the finger. Then soft tosses. Then catches at the chest, at the stomach, at the knees. Then low shots, then high ones. Then diving, first onto a crash mat Manu borrows from a gymnastics school in Bellaire, then onto the grass. Sammy is cautious at first; the hand flinches before every catch, a small involuntary flicker that Manu can see from twenty yards away.

"It's not the finger," Manu says on the fifth morning. "The finger's fine. It's your head."

"I know."

"So what do you do?"

Sammy thinks about it, standing on the line in the gray light, his breath smoking a little.

"Fill up first," he says, finally. "Like a bucket. Then don't think. Just go."

Manu doesn't know where he learned that, and does not ask. He kicks the next ball.

After the morning sessions, Sammy goes to school, and after school he goes to Rovers practice, and after practice he goes to the public library on Bissonnet, which is open until nine, and sits at the same table by the window with his chemistry book and his calculus book and his laptop until the librarian turns the lights off and on to say they are closing. Pauline checks. Manu suspects that half the time she is sitting in the parking lot in her car after her shift, watching the window.

On the second Saturday of March, Sammy retakes the entrance exam in a high school cafeteria in Katy. He goes in at eight in the morning in a gray hooded sweatshirt with four sharpened pencils and a granola bar, and he comes out at one in the afternoon looking as though he has been beaten up.

"How was it?"

"I don't know."

"You don't know?"

"I don't know," Sammy says. "My brain is soup. Can we get tacos?"

---

The score comes back two weeks later. Fourteen-sixty. Eighty points higher.

It is not fifteen hundred. Sammy says so, in the van, staring at the email on his phone. "It's not fifteen hundred. He said fifteen hundred."

"He said he needed you to know you could do better," Manu says. "You did better. Eighty points better. With a broken finger."

"It wasn't broken. It was dislocated."

"With a dislocated finger and a chipped bone and a soup brain." Manu stops at a red light on Westheimer. "Call him."

Sammy calls. Bernard answers on the first ring. Manu cannot hear what he says. He only sees Sammy listen, and listen, and then, slowly, the boy's face changes, and he says, "Yes, Papa. Yes. Okay. I will." And then, after a pause, very quietly, in French, the one word Manu hears him use with his father in all the months he has known him: "Merci."

He hangs up. He looks out the window.

"He said," Sammy says, "that fourteen-sixty is a very good number. He said that eighty points in two months is a very good rate of improvement. He said—" he swallows, "—he said that his own score, when he took it, was a thirteen-ninety, and he never told anybody that, and I am not allowed to tell Mama."

The light turns green. Manu drives.

---

In the last week of March, two envelopes come to the Fotso house on the same day.

The first is from Ashdown University's office of admissions. It is thick. It contains a letter of acceptance to the School of Engineering, Department of Civil and Environmental Engineering, for the fall, and a letter announcing an academic merit scholarship that covers a little more than a third of tuition. It is signed by the dean of admissions in real ink.

The second envelope is from the science department at Bellfort High. It contains Sammy's six-week progress report. Advanced chemistry: A minus.

Pauline photographs both of them on the kitchen table and sends the photograph to forty people. Bernard takes the acceptance letter to an office supply store and has it framed, in a plain black frame with a white mat, and hangs it in the front hall at the end of the row of photographs, next to the faded orange picture of Joseph in front of the bamboo crossbar.

"You have not been offered the soccer yet," Bernard tells his son, straightening the frame. "This one, you earned by yourself. I want it where I can see it."

---

That night, after practice, under the one light pole, after Diego has gone home, Sammy and Manu sit on the bench by the empty goal, unlacing their boots. It is warm again. The first warm night. The cicadas have not started, but the frogs in the drainage bayou have, a great rising chorus like a crowd far away.

"Can I ask you something?" Sammy says.

"Sure."

"Was it worth it? Leaving. Coming here. The soccer." He is looking at his crooked finger. "I mean, you didn't go pro. You fix air conditioners."

Manu laughs. He isn't offended. It's the right question.

"The soccer got me here," he says. "Gulf Plains College. Small school, near Corpus Christi, three hundred miles from anywhere. A coach saw me play at a tournament in Yaoundé when I was eighteen and said he had one scholarship, for one keeper, and did I want it. I said yes before he finished the sentence." He pulls off a boot and shakes out the grass. "I started for four years. I was good. I was not good enough to play for money. Maybe if I had been six-four. Maybe if I had been luckier. I tried out for two professional teams after I graduated and they both said thank you, no." He shrugs. "That was a bad year."

"What did you do?"

"I used the other hand," says Manu. "The degree. I had studied engineering technology, heating and cooling, because it was the cheapest program and my coach said a Texan will always pay for cold air. He was right. I got a job with a contractor the week after the second tryout. I learned the trade. I bought the van. I bought the house." He pauses. "In 2013 my father died in Douala. Very fast, a stroke. I could not get home in time. I had a job and a mortgage and a baby coming and a flight cost two thousand dollars. I missed the funeral." He looks at the empty goal. "That is the thing nobody tells you. Whatever carries you away from home, it does not carry you back for free. That part, you pay for yourself."

Sammy is very quiet.

"But the house in Bépanda," Manu says. "Where my mother lives. Two rooms when I left. Now it has six rooms and a second floor and a water tank on the roof and air conditioning in my mother's bedroom, which I installed myself, last summer, in a heat you would not believe. That house is built from the money of the other hand. Twenty years of Texas attics." He stands up, holding his boots. "So yes. It was worth it. Not because of the soccer by itself. Not because of the school by itself. Because I had both, and when one of them let go of me, the other one held on."

He looks down at the boy on the bench.

"You have both," he says. "Don't let go of either one."

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Early April

The heat comes back on the first Saturday of April like a guest who has been gone all winter and does not knock. By ten in the morning it is ninety-one degrees in Round Rock, north of Austin, where the state cup semifinals are being played on a complex of twelve fields along a highway, and by noon, when the Rovers kick off, it is ninety-four, with a hot dry wind blowing in from the west that smells of cut grass and asphalt and cattle.

The Rovers are playing a club from San Antonio. They are good. They are very good. They have a midfielder who is going to a big university in California and a striker who is going to a big university in Florida, and they have not lost a match since October.

Tom Whitlock is standing at the corner flag in a straw hat with Kyle Barrett beside him. Manu saw them arrive. He has decided not to look at them again.

Bernard Fotso is in the bleachers.

He is in the second row, in the shade of a pop-up canopy that Pauline brought from home and erected herself, ignoring the instructions. He is wearing khaki trousers, which is something, and a white shirt, and a Rovers cap that Ange bought him at the club store and presented to him at Sunday lunch, and which he put on with the expression of a man submitting to a medical procedure. Grace is beside him with a sign she has made out of poster board, which says FOTSO in green letters, the green of the Cameroonian flag. Pauline is beside her with the cooler. Marisol and Ange are on Bernard's other side.

He has not been to a match before. Not one, in eleven years of Sammy playing.

"He's here," Sammy says in the warm-up, not looking at the bleachers.

"He's here."

"I'm going to throw up."

"Throw up behind the goal," says Manu. "Not in it."

---

The night before, in a motel off the interstate in Round Rock, with the whole team asleep or pretending to be, Manu finds Bernard sitting alone beside the motel pool.

The pool is small and very blue under its underwater lights, and nobody is in it. A few moths are floating on the surface. The air is still warm, eighty degrees at eleven at night, and the trucks on the interstate make a steady low roar on the other side of a concrete wall. Bernard is sitting on a plastic lounge chair in his pressed trousers with his shoes on and his hands folded on his stomach, looking at the water.

"You should be asleep," Manu says, sitting on the next chair.

"So should you."

"I never sleep before a semifinal. I didn't sleep before my own. I'm not going to sleep before somebody else's."

Bernard nods slowly, as though this confirms a suspicion.

"I have a question," he says. "A practical question."

"Go ahead."

"Tomorrow. At the match." He adjusts his glasses. "What do I do?"

Manu looks at him.

"Pauline will shout," Bernard says. "Pauline shouts at everything. She shouted at Grace's piano recital. Grace will have her sign. Your wife will know what to do; your daughter will know. I have watched the parents at the practices from the car. They shout things. 'Go.' 'Shoot.' 'Ref.'" He says *ref* as if it were a word in a language he has not studied. "I do not know what to shout. I do not want to shout the wrong thing and make him look at me at the wrong moment and let in a goal."

Manu thinks about it for a long time. He takes it seriously. It is, he realizes, the most serious question anybody has asked him all season.

"Don't shout at him while the ball is in play," he says at last. "He won't hear you anyway. But if there is a moment, a stop, a penalty, a free kick, when he is standing on his line waiting, then you can say one thing."

"What thing?"

"The thing I always say to him." Manu looks at the blue water. "'Talk.' That's all. It means, you're the one who can see everything, so tell them. It means, I know you're quiet, but this is your field, and you are allowed to fill it up."

Bernard repeats it silently, his lips moving. *Talk.*

"That's it?" he says.

"That's it."

"It is a very short word for a very long explanation."

"Most of goalkeeping," says Manu, "is short words."

They sit by the pool a while longer. A truck goes by on the interstate with its horn blowing, long and low, like a ship.

"Joseph used to shout at me," Bernard says suddenly. "When we were boys. He made me stand in the goal in the yard so he could practice his kicks, even though I was older and hated it. And when I let one in he would shout, 'Bernard! You are not a statue! You are a person! Move!'" He laughs, quietly, to himself. "I was terrible. I was the worst goalkeeper in all of Douala."

"I believe you."

"You should not believe me so quickly," says Bernard. "It is very rude." He stands up, carefully, and brushes off his trousers, though there is nothing on them. "Good night, Coach. Go and not sleep."

---

The first half is a war. The San Antonio midfielder is everywhere. The Rovers' back line cannot hold him, and three times in the first twenty minutes he slips a pass through to the striker, and three times Sammy comes off his line, three quick steps, arms wide, and makes the goal small, and the striker shoots and Sammy takes it. Once with his chest. Once with his feet. Once, the last one, at full stretch to his right, with his fingertips, the crooked ring finger bending the ball around the post.

He talks the whole time. Manu can hear him from behind the net, his deep voice carrying across the box over the wind. *Left. Step up. Mine. Time, you have time.* The Rovers' defenders, who are seventeen and eighteen and sweating through their shirts, move together as if a string is tied between them.

In the thirty-fourth minute, the Rovers score on a corner. A header, scrappy, off somebody's shoulder. One to nothing.

In the seventy-eighth minute, San Antonio equalizes. A shot from thirty yards, rising, dipping, unstoppable, into the top corner. Sammy gets a hand to it and it goes in anyway. He lies on the grass for a moment afterward with his face in the dirt.

"Up," says Manu through the net. Quietly. "That one was perfect. Nobody saves that. Reset."

Sammy gets up. He resets.

It goes to penalties.

---

Penalties in the heat. Five kicks each. The Rovers win the coin toss and choose to kick at the south goal, which is the one directly in front of the bleachers, and the crowd presses forward to the rail. Somebody's grandmother is shouting advice at the kickers from a folding lawn chair. A small child is crying because her snow cone has slid off its paper cup onto the grass.

Diego Ramírez, who has not played a single minute all day, comes to stand beside Manu behind the net, his arms folded tight across his chest, because he cannot bear to sit.

The Rovers' first kicker scores. San Antonio's first kicker scores. The second Rovers kicker scores. The second San Antonio kicker—a tall defender, nervous—goes to his left, and Sammy, who has been reading his hips since the whistle, is already there. He doesn't dive like a frog. He falls like a tree. All in one piece. And the ball is in his hands.

The bleachers explode.

The third kick each, both score. The fourth Rovers kick hits the post. The fourth San Antonio kick scores.

Three each. One kick left for each side. The Rovers' fifth kicker, a skinny left back named Tomás, puts his into the bottom corner and runs back to the center circle with his hands over his face.

San Antonio's fifth kicker is the striker. The one going to Florida. He places the ball on the spot. He takes four steps back. He looks at Sammy.

Sammy stands on his line. His arms are out. He is bouncing very lightly on his toes, the way he did at tryouts in August, in the same heat. He is not looking at the ball. He is looking at the striker's hips.

And from the bleachers, over the wind, over the noise of four hundred people, a voice Manu has never heard raised in the eight months he has known it shouts one word.

"*Talk!*"

It is Bernard. Standing up in the second row under the pop-up canopy, in the Rovers cap, with both hands cupped around his mouth.

Sammy grins. He can't help it. Manu sees it from behind the net, a quick flash of teeth in the middle of all that heat and pressure, and then the boy shouts back at the striker, "*Left!*" for no reason at all except to say something, and the striker blinks, and runs at the ball, and shoots right.

Sammy reads it. One step. And down.

---

Afterward, in the parking lot, with the asphalt shimmering and the Rovers piling into their parents' cars still screaming, Tom Whitlock finds Manu by the van.

"Well," Whitlock says. He has taken off his straw hat and is turning it in his hands. "Kid from Florida is going to be disappointed."

"Is that an offer?"

"That's me telling you I'm going to call his father tonight." Whitlock squints toward the bleachers, where Bernard is standing in the middle of a crowd of Rovers parents, being clapped on the back by strangers, looking bewildered and pleased. "Who shouted?"

"His father."

"Huh," says Whitlock, and puts his hat back on. "Then I'd better make it a good call."

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Late April

They sign in the Bellfort High library at lunchtime on the last Wednesday of April, at a long table under the windows, between the biography section and a poster about the water cycle.

It was Bernard who chose the library. The athletic director had offered the gym, with a banner and a backdrop and a local television camera. Bernard listened politely and said no. "He became a student here before he became a goalkeeper here," he said. "He will sign in the room where he studied." And the athletic director, who had met Bernard by then, did not argue.

So there are no banners. There is a white tablecloth that Pauline brought from home and ironed at six in the morning, and a pen that Bernard bought for the occasion at the office supply store, a good black one, heavy, which he has been carrying in his shirt pocket for three days. There is the offer letter from Ashdown University, and the scholarship agreement, which Bernard has read eleven times and annotated in blue ink and called Tom Whitlock twice about, once to ask a question about clause four and once, Manu suspects, just to hear him say it again.

The athletic scholarship covers half of tuition. With the academic scholarship, it covers more than eighty percent of the cost of four years of a civil engineering degree. Bernard has done the arithmetic on the back of a pharmacy receipt, and he keeps the receipt in his wallet.

And there are people. More than anybody expected. The principal, a tall woman with reading glasses on a chain. Sammy's advanced chemistry teacher, Mr. Abernathy, who is seventy and has taught at Bellfort for forty years and who shakes Bernard's hand for a long time and says, "He fought me for that A minus. Every point of it." The calculus teacher. The librarian, who has known Sammy since ninth grade and says she is going to miss him at the window table. Ray Delgado in a necktie, which nobody has ever seen. Half the Rovers, cutting fifth period, standing in a cluster by the encyclopedias and elbowing each other. Diego in front of them with his hair combed for once.

Marisol and Ange. Grace with her FOTSO sign, which she has refused to throw away. Pauline, in a kaba dress of green and yellow, and on the table in front of her, against all library rules, six foil trays of ndole and plantain and puff-puff that she has brought from home in two coolers, and that the librarian has decided she has not seen.

And on a laptop at the end of the table, propped up against a stack of dictionaries, a video call from Douala, where it is seven in the evening and the light is going amber. Joseph Fotso is standing at the edge of the Sawmill Field in his old green tracksuit top with his phone held up at arm's length. Behind him, in the red dust, thirty boys are crowded together, shoving each other to get into the picture, waving, shouting. Somebody behind Joseph has a radio playing makossa, and through the laptop speaker it comes out tinny and bright and far away, the guitar going around and around.

"Is he signing?" Joseph shouts. "Has he signed? I can't see. Bernard, move. You are in the way. You are always in the way."

"I am not in the way," says Bernard, moving.

---

Sammy sits down at the table. He is wearing a white shirt and a green tie and, in his left hand, held loosely, the old gloves from Bépanda. The hard yellow foam, the blue thread, the hole in the right thumb. He has brought them in his backpack. He does not explain why.

He picks up his father's pen.

The librarian holds up her phone to take the photograph. Kyle Barrett is on the speakerphone from Tennessee. In Douala, thirty boys have fallen silent, all at once, the way a field goes quiet before a penalty.

Sammy signs.

Then he turns the paper around and slides it across the white tablecloth to his father, because a boy of seventeen cannot sign alone, and the parent must sign too. Bernard takes the pen back. He looks at the paper for a long moment. His hand, Manu sees, is not quite steady.

He signs. *Bernard Fotso.* Small and precise, in black ink, on the line.

The library erupts. The Rovers whoop. Grace waves her sign. In Douala, the boys on the Sawmill Field scream and jump on one another and Joseph's phone goes sideways and all anybody can see for a few seconds is red dust and sky and someone's bare foot, and then Joseph's face again, very close to the camera, his eyes shining.

"Two hands," Joseph says, loudly, through the tinny speaker, to his brother. "Two hands, Bernard."

"Two hands," says Bernard.

---

Later, when the ndole is gone and the puff-puff is gone and the Rovers have been chased back to fifth period by the principal, Sammy finds Diego by the encyclopedias.

He takes his own gloves out of his backpack. Not the old yellow ones. His match gloves, the ones he wore in Round Rock, the foam on the palms worn smooth and gray, a small tear at the left wrist.

"You're going to start next year," he says. "So."

Diego looks at the gloves, and then at Sammy, and then at Manu, standing a few feet away pretending to read the poster about the water cycle.

"I can't take these."

"You can. Somebody gave me some." Sammy holds up the old yellow gloves from Bépanda in his other hand. "Somebody gave him some." He nods at Manu. "That's how it works. You just have to give them to somebody, after."

Diego takes the gloves. He puts them on, right there in the library, and they are too big for him, and he leaves them on anyway.

"Your first step," Sammy says to him. "Don't cross."

"I know."

"Fall like a tree."

"I *know*, bro."

"Again," says Sammy, in Manu's voice, and Diego laughs, and Manu turns away to the window so that nobody will see his face.

---

The next morning at nine o'clock Emmanuel Ndoumbe is in an attic in Gulfton, lying across two rafters with a nut driver in his hand and his headlamp on and his cheek almost touching the pink insulation. The thermometer clipped to the strap of the headlamp says a hundred and four. It is only April. The summer is coming.

The heat does what it always does. It walks up behind him and sits down.

He lets it. He finds the last screw by feel, the way he used to find the ball in a cloud of red dust at the Sawmill Field in Bépanda, thirty years ago and seven thousand miles from here, and he thinks about a boy in Tennessee next fall on a green field with a good drainage slope, reading the hips of a striker, and a boy in Houston in a pair of gloves too big for him, getting up, and thirty boys in Douala in plastic sandals, falling down in the dust in one piece, like trees.

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